Well i hit my head on the window things so hard and it woke me from a dead sleep. So with that said I began thinking.... People spend their whole lifes trying to change the world or make an impact. There is something very said about this because their have been 2 people that have impacted my life and they have in fact been in the last leg of their lives. The first was Paul. He died 5 years ago last month. Now i do not remember when all my patients have died but he was special. He waited 12 days for me to get home from Hawaii and bev to get home from one of her trips, and then he died. I remember our last conversation. I remember many details about this man that I only knew as a dying man. Then there is Bea. Bea died just yesterday and she was the 1st field patient that was mine and only mine. She was my patient that was never that sick. There were many patients that came and went in the middle but she was my rock. Working tomorrow it will just not be the same. However I know that there will be many more, but there will never be another bea.
The thing is that these 2 people changed my life and impacted my life and i dont really think that was in their life plan. I know we all have one. There was just something about them that I will always hold close to my heart and they have no idea. I think that what they both tot me is stop trying to change things and just let it happen. The changes will happen because of me, because I am just me!!!
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cassie, i am so glad you are doing a blog. i think they are so fun and an easy way for the family to stay updated on the kiddos... it is important to tell people how much you love them and how important they are to you as often as can. people always say change has to start with yourself.
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