Where ARE you??

WOW- Time has gone and here I am listening to the ocean in Hawaii. Tanner is being a champ! Him and his Auntie are up every morning at 5:30 am and then he has been in bed by about 9ish. He is sleeping, Tana is on her iphone, Mom is going to bed. So here I am.. Tanner has been swimming and to the beach everyday. That is all that he wants to do when he is not in the room. Tanner loves our room. He would spend all day here on our balcony, playing with toys and feeding the birds.

The pictures are our view, our private pool, and the room. P.S. The fruit that is on the stand was sooo good, and when Tana and my Mom arrived later that night, Tana was so mad about the fruit. Just something that will make you smile.

Ready to Snorkel or Not??

Well even if you cant see his face, Tanner has had his snorkel set on almost all day and he wants to try it at the bath tub so that he is prepared when he is in the ocean. Well he came home from swimming lessens and he has decided that he is not going to swim in the ocean, he will just swim in the pool. Oh everyday is something new with him!!! He swims so good. I put him in private lessons and he can almost swim half the pool. It makes me a little nervous when he is in the 14ft section but he is always so happy when he is in the deep in. I think that is to deep for my baby!!

I am so MAD!!

So last night was army wives (my hour of week that I must have) and I am telling you I love the show so much I really hope that Claudia Joy and her husband don't leave because the man that is mean to Joan and his wife are not characters that are likable. I love army wife and I just do want it to turn into Housewives. Well just needed to vent .

Tanner and ME!!!!

I just love this pic. It is Sunday and I was up early taking my mom to the airport. I haven't been so sad to see her go since she left me right after I had Tanner. Tanner wanted a day off, and that sounded great so I got caught up on work watched some movies but I decided I was the only one in the world who had not seen Sex in the City. Wow, it is what I needed. I decided that tomorrow is a new week, today is a new day, and I am taking control of me life. I have the most wonderful son ever and so many people that care about me, why settle for people who are as# holes. I think that there becomes a point when you have had enough. How time has changed over the past year. I just feel like I get it and for the first time I know that no matter what happens Tanner and I will always be great, and maybe for others, maybe they can ask their mom.

My Racer...

Well my baby has decided that he is going to race just like his dad. Well this was alot to take in because Alex has a top of the line life insurance policy, and I think my heart ages a little more after each race. Enough about him. Tanner has had a Quad for almost a year but he just decided that it was time to Race. Not just ride alone which he was not even doing he is planning on racing. So he did it first a about a month ago and he did so go. He was not crazy, very cautious, and just so proud that he was riding on the same track that dad was. Since the race he rides every night (which will change because they say it will snow) but now is practicing tricks. If I can just get him and alex raised I think that I will be ok but I am not fearing the idea that another child might mean another ebner boy. I just do know if I can do that.

My Vampire!!

Well it was almost 5 pm and I asked Tanner if I should paint his face??? He said "NO Mom, I am wearing my mask" (our friend Debbie us). So there it was he became the rock and that was done. He will kill me one day for letting him wear it but we have the video and the real universal studios vampire was not what he wanted. So after he was dressed we went out to our neighborhood and there were hardly any lights on. (I am moving soon) So we went over to Kona and Debbie's neighborhood and went with them. Tanner was so into this year. He was the monster who was running from door to door excitingly awaiting what treat he will get. After about 2 hours he was DONE!! For Oregon it really was a nice night, compared to our usual 45* or lower. On the way home tanner said "Tricker Treating is so much fun, Thanks" Oh my I was holding back the tears. What a great monster I have.