Well it seems like I have been to alot of funerals lately, and yes i work for hospice but it sucks. Today again I was reminded of what happens to an only child who has lost both parents and it make me long for another child. My husband is not ready and will he ever be, who knows. There is just so many personal issues with his own childhood, I can say that we will have another one. I know that I love him and I am hoping that over time he can work on this, because he is the greatest father in the whole world. Tanner is so lucky!!! I mean if he sucked at being a dad would i really want more kids with him. Well enough of that for now, I just needed to get this off my chest.
What has happened latly, well i worked late last week and grandma had a small fire in the kitchen. All that i have to say is thank god alex was home. Needless to say Tanner knows how to call 911 and my cell number just in case. Tanner made sure that he told Pa and Grandpa all about it, these are the two people who grandma really wouldnt want to know!! Grandma spent the week with us because grandpa was golfing in california. Tanner loves her so much!!! Alex and I went to our company joining party om Friday night, which was fun but a company party.
Alex is continuling to hunt for coyotes, and is getting closer but nothing yet. He takes tanner target shooting, but i have the best hunting story. Tanner told alex"Dad i want to go hunting with you" So they are off and alex is explaing that when the get out there they need to be quite and be still under the tree. SO they turn the truck off and get out of the car and Tanner yells "Dad, just tell me when it is time to whisper"..so they are here under the tree and Tanner uses the caller for a few times, and gives it to alex. Alex is calling and turns around and Tanner is building a dirt bike jump!!! Needless to say they didnt get a coyotee but that is something to be remembered.
